re-awakened muslimah

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHEEM Dear Mom, You lived your life like a say'ee... Running back and forth to earn a living for us, and to fill our lives with material and spiritual goodness... From living beauty to living prayer, you were everything to us; to your family; to your students; to the society; to the world... Allah swt made you perfect! Perfect in beauty, complete in personality and faultless in character! He swt filled your heart with strength, pateince, love, belief and purity! He swt designed you like the angels. He gave your smile the brilliance of the stars. He swt made you fragrant like flowers and bright like sunshine! And then He swt gave you to us; to your off-spring! We loved you and cuddled inside you... We did not do anything to earn your prayer, yet you prayed for us! You brought smiles our way, while we never realized how difficult it was for you... You answered our questions and held our hand till    fear gripped our heart.....

Bismillahir Rahmanir Raheem! I just realized the other day that I dont begin my posts with Allah swt's name! It surprised me that I had missed it all this while! And then to think that He still made each post better than the other for my readers! Alhumdulillah! So now i'll make it a point to begin all posts with Bismillah IA! This post can not probably be considered a proper post. It will not be of the length and detail that a blog post requires to be called a blog post. Yet, I just had to write these few lines that I found very special!  I could not help but thank Allah swt for the beautiful man He has united me with! Little Friend can say the best things without even knowing how special each word is! He told me recently, during a very normal conversation at the dinner table, that I was the answer to his duaas from Allah swt! Imagine how touched I was! There could not be a feeling more special than the one I got at hearing these words! I am an ordinary hu...